its been awhile

since i said im sorry

i was thinking the other day about lonliness. i am alone a lot, and lonely sometimes. but i dont feel lonely right now even though maybe i should in my bachelor pad. its been two weeks since babs left for england (she goes there in the summer sometimes to see her adoptive mom, she didnt grow up there). there is a big space that pours out from you and people far away. but big spaces can get filled with big things, and i am filling this one with tiny statues. yeah ive been building! little statues made of things i find. one for each day babs is gone. and i wrote a poem for her too and i mailed it to her. she laughed. it was about how i am a tomato and she (I THINK I JUST HEARD A GIANT SNAKE IN THE BACKYARD) sorry for the digression. its about a man turning into a tomato. i think she liked it. (i just heard the snake thing again i hope everything is ok). sorry i guess i dont have any real big thoughts tonight, its been a long day. i made a few extra statues today.