older

when you are young you say 'i are getting bigger,' something like, 'i'm not a baby any more i'm big. i am five.' but when you are me, you are old, and you say 'i are getting older.' i am getting old.

i wish the movie death becomes her was real and me and babs could live forever, jk. we are both bad actors. hahah

i just don't know how to explain the things i have felt, and how i am feeling now. things change, and it's hard to remember that you have only just been you. but really, sometimes i feel like i am on the run. and i have no idea how to get home without someone finding out who i was.